Wednesday, October 19, 2016

May 23, 1941: America First and Zamzam

Henry Speaks for International Relations Club by Opa in The Spectator

Transcription:

Henry Speaks For the I.R.C.
By Thomas Doeppner

By Robert Nance

Cooper's statement sometime ago that the administration is trying to keep their promise not to lead us into war but are willing to be "pushed" in is well supplemented by Mrs. Roosevelt's statement that there "is a growing sentiment that there are certain things we cannot have happen here" and "we can be driven to war" to prevent them.

In spite of this sentiment on Capital Hill, the United States is still a long way from war. The America First Committee and the Isolationists are having a telling effect on the people and indirectly on the Administration; Roosevelt is receiving letters by the truckloads urging him not to put convoys into action and these letters are having an effect on him, as it is for a large part because of them that he postponed his speech.

Other indications that we are not ready for war is the continued labor trouble and also the very small excitement over the sinking of the Zamzam with Americans aboard.

This growing tension with the America First Committee and Isolationists vs. FDR and followers is getting awkward. Especially since I know their future. 

I'm realizing just how difficult this whole thing is though. Where would I have landed in this debate? I honestly don't know. First, I kind of hate the elitist name "America First" -which completely ignores the growing global connection that the United States has. I can't help but feel like those sentiments are being revived here in America today. At face-value, you can understand the idea of keeping America out of everyone else's business, and protecting ourselves as a result. However, and maybe it was more feasible (I doubt it) in the 1930s, but the idea of being able to stuff our ears with cotton and close our eyes and nothing will affect us, it seems naive and irresponsible at best. 

Then flip to the other side. You have Opa and his Quaker network. I am drawn to the Quakers and their ideals, so I deeply resonate with one of their premiere principles: pacifism. Opa struggled with this considerably over the years, as I have seen in his letters to Gisela and his own hesitance to be in the military. But at the heart of pacifism is a deep conviction that peace can be made without violence. This is one I hold, yet when faced with a runaway war machine like Hitler's, it makes you wonder how that could possibly work. 

My guess is that there are two different kind of folks petitioning and writing to FDR about not wanting to join the war. The first group are those who would like to ignore the rest of the world and stay on our own island and tend to the folks at home. The other group are those who are aware of the world, but want FDR to choose any method at all BUT war, especially since the nation has in recent memory experienced what it is like to be involved in a world war without much positive to show for it. The war ended in 1918, so a little over 20 years prior to this article, the US was wrapping up a major war. In the time between that war and 1941 the United States saw a deep depression. It makes sense that the Isolationists would like to make sure they really are on solid ground before getting involved in anything else. 

Desert storm was almost 30 years ago but I still remember it very well, my friends had dads who were "going to war" which was new to all of us. I was afraid my Dad would be sent, but as a test pilot, he was most useful on American soil. Desert Storm was not a particularly long or world-wide engagement, but it left a mark on me. Imagine for these folks what their memory was for something like the "Great War" that was named in a way that you would end your sentence "to end all wars." 

As an aside, the Great War lasted from 1914-1918, but the US was only involved from April 1917 until November 1918 (with the war trickling down as early as July 1918). I didn't realize that the US was only in the conflict for a little over a year. Imagine this war, begun in 1939, still raging with no end in sight in 1941. No wonder the US had waited, perhaps they thought they could wait it out completely. 

Then you go back to the original feeling that the United States is not a metaphorical island, but connected (by treaty and otherwise) to the well-being of the European continent. What was the right decision? It's not so easy to tell. Rumors of the concentration camps had begun, but Hitler had not yet installed the death-camps as we remember from our history lessons. Those did not begin until after the Wansee Conference when the "Jewish problem" was met with an organized and systematic "Final Solution" from the Nazi party. This conference was held in January of 1942, a month after the US joined the war efforts.

These Henry Speak articles remind me that decisions aren't so black and white. We can only guess at what a different decision might have meant, or what effect other methods of involvement might have had by the US government. Either way, I'm seeing both sides here. I'm also loving that the American people have long been writing truckloads of letters to their representatives. 

OK- before I finish, I have to comment on this Zamzam thing! Had you ever heard of it? I had not! The Zamzam incident is fascinating!! When Opa said that an indication that the Americans were not ready for war was the "very small excitement over the sinking of the Zamzam with Americans on board," I thought- what is the Zamzam?!

You guys- he was right that it was weird that no one seemed to care. It's kind of a crazy story. A ship full of American missionaries (and some folks from other countries) were on their way to Africa. They thought they were safe because they were an American vessel sailing far south, out of the general way of German U-boats and British war ships. Unfortunately, they were wrong. A U-boat saw them and since they had blacked out their windows they seemed suspicious, so the U-boat torpedoed them. That same vessel saved them from their own wreckage because they realized they had sunk a boat full of Americans with women and children. With America not yet in the war, this was a major diplomatic issue- so they treaded lightly. The Germans transferred them to a ship for almost a month where the prisoners had sub-par conditions (but not harsh). Then they finally took the Americans to Nazi-occupied France where they eventually were taken back home. Except some of those folks had to go to prison camps because they weren't strictly American (a Canadian husband was separated from his American wife and kids). Almost everyone survived the ordeal (except one guy who was injured in the original attack), but some had to spend a lot of time in prison before finally getting released. Here is a fantastic site that gives the story with better detail, pictures of the event, and reunions of survivors. 

Isn't that the craziest story?! And it seems that in America, people were not deeply upset by it. It did not create an outcry that an American vessel was sunk by the Germans, or that people born in America but traveling on a Canadian visa were imprisoned. A bunch of kids were on a German prison ship for a month, and America was like "meh." Or at least that was Opa's impression. That's definitely a country not ready to raise arms. 


May 22, 1941: Happy 21st Birthday Opa!


Letter from Ella to Opa

Translation:

Berlin-Charlottenburg, May 22nd 1941 
Droysenstrasse 14


My beloved birthday boy
The whole day I spent with you and my other birthday boy. (Maurice, Patti's husband)
And Pattilein was there also. In the morning, just before 6 AM I congratulated you. I wonder if you felt that? Then right away early I put on my best dress, so to look festive on the outside as well. For my student it was a great mystery, I had taken the afternoon off, and then showed up dressed so nicely. In the afternoon first came Ann'chen, then Luz and Lise, Mrs. E with her niece, who happened to be here for a visit (by the way already married at only 18 years), and then in the evening Rosa. Everybody brought beautiful flowers. I placed 21 candles in the middle of the table and 2 life candles (one for you and one for Maurice), all the flowers were on the table as well, and in between you pictures. And I am longing for all of you so very much. We were thinking of other birthdays from years ago, especially the last one in Uncle Tom’s Cabin* with Luz and Lise. I kept asking myself again and again how you might be spending your day. Patti will naturally take care of Maurice, he also has his parents there, but does anybody make it a pleasant day for you?  

All day long I had the strong wish, that both of you are planning to accomplish something of importance and that I may be with you soon. Hunschen, yesterday I mailed the letter to your principal (maybe the President of the college?). I felt a bit inhibited, didn't know if I found the right tone telling him how grateful I am. Perhaps I can soon thank everybody who is nice to you, personally.  

Sadly enough, no letter from you arrived today even though it is Thursday. Now I will be waiting for it every day again. We want to write to each other every week, even if it is just a short note. I plan to go to Guestrow on Pentecost. Hopefully it will work out. I already requested vacation time. The request is just a formality; naturally I can stay as long as I want to. I think I already wrote to you that I now have especially nice students, so I actually regret it when I have to cancel an hour. They all enjoy the hours with me, and when one of them goes away, immediately several others claim the hour. Naturally it gives me great joy. Hunschen, it is already late. I am telling all of you a loving good night and I will go to bed also.  

Write to me in detail how you spent the day, who was with you and gave you some joy. And tell all of them hello from me.

I embrace and kiss my boy especially much today.

Your Mama

*(Onkel Tom's Huette is Lichterfelde Berlin, a lovely area, the underground station is named that way as well.)

Ella writes Opa on his actual birthday, telling him of how she celebrated with friends and family despite his absence.  I love the way she wore a festive dress for the occasion, such that her students would be puzzled. I thought that was really sweet. It's a way to keep spirits high and the memories and warmth of family close. They sat around with twenty one candles on the table, celebrating and remembering birthday celebrations past. Ella has now missed three birthdays, three years of her son's life.

She tells him she hopes he will do something important soon so she can join him. She wants to be able to tell people thank you in person. 

She is planning a vacation to Guestrow, which I hope she does, I think she has family out there and it might be nice for her to get some country air. She seems happy today, in light of Opa's birthday. She has students she enjoys tutoring and family who love her children. She even has some energy to nag Opa to write her more. Which he really should get into the habit of at least writing a little note weekly. I'm kind of on her side on this one.

Happy Birthday Opa, I bet your 21st was very different from mine.

Tuesday, October 18, 2016

May 20, 1941: Don't Leave Him

Letter from Ella to Mary Rogers of AFSC

Transcription:

Berlin - Charlottensburg, May 20th, 1941
Droysenstrasse 14

Mrs. Mary M. Rogers,
Co-Director
20 South Twelfth Street
Philadelphia, Pa.

Dear Mrs. Rogers.

Please, accept my best thanks for all your trouble. I hope that, with your help, I shall succeed in coming over to your country and being reunited with Tom very soon. For the moment, I can't do anything but wait, till the Consul will ask me to hand in my papers. You may imagine how I am longing for my children!

Let me also thank you with all my heart for the interest you have taken in Tom. It is a great comfort for me to know that you care about him, and I ask you not to leave him. It is a great good luck that he may live and learn in McPherson College. To judge from his letters, he is in a very good sphere, and I am so thankful for it. He has found real friends.

I hope I shall be able to help others as you help us.

With heartiest thanks,

Sincerely yours,

Ella Döppner.

For some reason seeing Ella's handwriting in perfect English makes me nearly weepy. Ella is a class act. Ella writes a beautiful thank you note to Mary Rogers for her care with Opa, and her continued work to help with her own hopes for emigration.  

This line: "It is a great comfort for me to know that you care about him, and I ask you not to leave him." A felt a thud in my heart. It sounds almost as if Ella is passing the responsibility for Opa to Mary if something should happen to her. I don't want to be melodramatic- but doesn't it feel that way? 

As I would expect from Ella, she signs off with hopes that she can help others as Mary Rogers has helped her family.

This letter taps into something emotional for me. Gratitude and sorrow. Ella's moment of recognition that she might not get to reunite with Opa, so she needs to feel as if someone will keep watch over him. Can you imagine having these thoughts in your brain? Some of you may know what that's like. I cannot imagine.

May 16, 1941: A Gala!

Article about Junior-Senior Gala in The Spectator

Transcription:

Junior-Senior Banquet To Be Gala Affair; Many Expected

Dr. Bright Former McPherson College Education Head, Will Speak

One of the highlights of the Junior-Senior banquet is the fact that the Juniors have secured Dr. J.D. Bright, former McPherson college education head, as main speaker for the evening. The faculty and many students will remember this genial speaker as being a personality not lightly to be reckoned with, either on the speaker's bench or behind the teacher's desk.

This evening May 16, at 7:00 P.M., in the McCourt Hotel the junior class will entertain the senior class at the annual Junior-Senior banquet. The main theme of this gala occasion is, as runs the tide of all themes of such occasions at this particular season, a Mexican theme. Coronado will ride high once again as the juniors pay their last honors to Macollege seniors. Although the exact nature of the program could not be revealed, it promises to be a very interesting and attractive event.

The main speaker of the evening was also kept a secret and consequently his name cannot be told here. The program committee promises that the speaker is a very interesting lecturer and is very well liked by all who have learned to know him. "As an educator he stands very prominent among the other educators of the state of Kansas." says Mr. Thomas Walter Doeppner, a junior at McPherson college.

The program committee is made up of Lucile Horner and Ruby Peterson. Working on the invitations committee are Orville Long and Tom Doeppner. Alice Lindgrim, Doris Voshell, and Robert Brunt have charge of decorations while Shirley Spohn and Bernetta Denny compose the food committee.

Since this is all the information that was released, the main program can not be given here. The committees report that plans are progressing and developing rapidly and that the seniors will truly receive their due honor.

This is just a fun insight into the stuff Opa was involved in when he wasn't busy making the honor roll, writing articles about current events, involved in international relations clubs, working on his own visa/right to stay in the US and trying to get his mother to safety.

Other than all that, he was helping put together the junior-senior banquet. This article is super confusing because it tells you all about the banquet in the first half, and then the lower half seems like it's all a secret (or they don't have a plan).

Once thing I know for sure, when Opa said the main speaker "stands very prominent" - I don't doubt for a minute with his sense of humor that he is talking about the height of the speaker. 

So I hope the gala went off without a hitch, and that Opa learned to say "no" to few volunteer opportunities in the mean time.

May 16, 1941: London Blitz

Henry Speaks for International Relations Club Article by Opa in The Spectator

Transcription:

Henry Speaks For I.R.C.
By Thomas Doeppner

Local News

At the final meeting of the I.R.C. Dr. Lohan of Bethany college gave a lecture entitled, "How He Got Them". In addition, an election was held for the purpose of choosing the officers for next year. The officers chosen were Lucile Horner, president; Wayne Crist, vice-president and program chairman; and William Gahm, secretary-treasurer.

The World At Large

What is to be the outcome of the latest developments of the desertion by Rudolph Hess from the Nazi party? The new victim, if he will talk, may be instrumental in revealing the complete plans and organization of the entire framework of Britain's chief enemy. Many mysteries lie back of this act which will probably be unraveled only by time.

Nazis again are plundering and destroying ancient and historical buildings of London. Some of the most costly structures of architecture have been badly damaged. Perhaps Dr. Page's "rumored pessimism" will be actual facts unless the tide is changed somewhat in the future.

Strikes in defense industries have arisen again to plague the administration. The General Motors walk-out which was scheduled for Thursday morning shows that the Presidents mediation board has failed thus far to be a cure-all for the strikes in the national emergency.

So how about this Hess guy? I am baffled by him. He was Hitler's wing man in the early days and then in 1941 decided to fly himself (literally pilot a plane) to England to visit some guy about negotiating a peace treaty so that Germany wouldn't have to fight the war on two fronts (Germany was about to embark on a spring advance into Russia). The record is that he did this completely on his own, without the consent of any major political head (Hitler, or England). His life was sprinkled with a lot of crazy, and he was kept in England as a POW with relatively good treatment. Then the war ended and he was tried during the Nuremberg trials and sentenced to life in prison, and there he spent his life until his 3rd or 4th suicide attempt was successful and he died at the old age of 93. This is just the tip of the iceberg, you should go learn more about him if you are intrigued- bizarre man.

As of Opa's writing, people seem hopeful that he was deserting the Nazi party and would have helpful information, but it seems that he just had a very puppy-dog love for Germany and wanted to help her spread her wings to the east at whatever cost. No one will ever be able to clearly discern why he did what he did or who was really involved. Judging by what I've read of him, he may not have fully understood his own motivations. It seems Britain didn't get a huge amount of information from Hess other than that Germany was aiming for Russia. I think they already knew that was coming.

It saddens me to think about the people of London who time and again were forced underground or in shabby shelters (or just faced fate at home) during air raids while Germany bombed their monuments and homes. I forget to pause to think about the extent to which Britain bore the physical scars of this war. From the 7th of September in 1940 to May 1941, the infamous London Blitz raged on. The Germans thought that the Royal Air Force was close to defeat, so they developed this tactic to bomb London and important RAF sites in order to render the British without air power. This didn't work, but it left a mark. Denis Richard's book "Royal Air Force 1939-1945: The Fight At Odds" is quoted on the Wikipedia page with these statistics: "More than one million London houses were destroyed or damaged and more than 40,000 civilians were killed, almost half of them in the capital."

As of Opa's writing, the constant air raids on London are about to soften as Germany gives up and starts to focus on other things (like the Russian front). But in the midst of those raids, it must have looked dreary for Britain and for those watching from afar.

Meanwhile in the United States, union strikes are in the news again. FDR seems to have been pretty heavy handed in trying to quell the strikes, but not completely successful at stopping them.

What did Opa think when it looked like Britain was fading? Did he hope the US would hurry up and get in the war? But then that would impede any chances for his mother to come to the United States, and potentially put him, a German without a viable visa, in trouble. 

Monday, October 17, 2016

Spotlight on Kirby Page

In Opa's letter to Gisela on May 14th, he speaks about Kirby Page speaking at McPherson. He seemed impressed with his talk and shared some insights about him. An easy glance on info about Page would be on his wikipedia page here if you want to learn more about him.

But to get a sense of Opa's experience of him, we were blessed to receive digital copies of "The Spectator" which was the school newspaper from McPherson during Opa's time in school. So below are the Spectator articles leading up to Page's talk and the one after as well (based on the amount of articles, you could tell the school was excited to welcome him). Enjoy!!

These first two are somewhat identical and ran on April 18 and 25, 1941:


Kirby Page will address chapel on Friday, May 2
Lecture Itinerary Includes Appearances at Most Colleges and Universities in Country

Kirby Page, nationally known author and evangelist, has been secured by local officials for a public appearance on Friday, May 2, it was announced yesterday by Gerry Spohn, co-president of the Student Christian Movement. 

McPherson college has been included on an itinerary which includes appearances at most of the colleges and universities of the country. 

Author of nineteen volumes and sixteen pamphlets on international, economic, social and religious questions, Mr. Page has spoken at 300 colleges and universities and was a special lecturer at Yale University Divinity School during 1938.

In addition to his experience as student and speaker, Mr. Page has crossed the ocean 20 times and has visited some 35 countries of the world, has interviewed such men as Mahatma Ghandi, Kagawa, G.B. Shaw, and Chiang Kai-shek, and has been received by the King of Iraq. On his various trips, he has interviewed at different times the late President von Hindenburg, Lloyd George, H.G. Wells, the late Ramsay MacDonald, the late Sun Yat Sen, and many other prominent people. 

Invitations have been sent by the local S.C.M. to other colleges in Kansas, to attend Mr. Page's lectures and students from Kansas Wesleyan University, Bethel College, and Sterling College will be in McPherson to hear him. 

After appearing in the McPherson college chapel at 9:43, Mr. Page will drive to Lindeborg to address the student body there. He will return to McPherson for a 4 o'clock address in the afternoon, and then will give his address in the college church at 7:30 in the evening. 

Local officials have indicated that there will be no admission charges, but that a free-will offering will be taken during the evening lecture. 

This next one ran in the newspaper on the day of his talk (May 2, 1941) after he had spoken at the chapel in the morning and they were promoting his talk that evening at a local church. 



Kirby Page Will Speak in College Church Tonight
To Speak on Subject "How Can We Defend American Democracy?"

Including Macampus among his stops on a nation-wide itinerary, Kirby Page, widely known author and evangelist, will be heard this evening in the local Church of the Brethren at 7:30. It was announced by officials of the Student Christian Movement. The S.C.M. is sponsoring Page's appearance here. Page appeared this morning before the student body in the chapel hour. 

Invitations have been sent by the local S.C.M. to other colleges in Kansas, to attend Mr. Page's lectures and students from Kansas Wesleyan University, Bethel College, and Sterling College will be in McPherson to hear him tonight.

Author of nineteen volumes and sixteen pamphlets on international and social questions, Mr. Page has spoken at 300 colleges and universities. Tonight Mr. Page will speak on the subject "How Can We Defend American Democracy?"


In addition to his experience as student and speaker, Mr. Page has crossed the ocean 20 times and has visited some 30 countries of the world, has interviewed such men as Mahatma Ghandi, Kagawa, G.B. Shaw, and Chiang Kai-shek, and has been received by the King of Iraq. On his various trips, he has interviewed at different times the late President von Hindenburg, Lloyd George, H.G. Wells, the late Ramsay MacDonald, the late Sun Yat Sen, and many other prominent people.


There is no admission charge to the lecture and a free-will offering will be received. 


This last one is from May 9, 1941, after Page's visit the week before:



Heard In Chapel

Kirby Page Speaks in Friday Chapel

 Kirby Page was the speaker in chapel Friday. He compared the United States with a boatman when rowing or drifting toward the falls at Niagara. "We are going over the falls of this war. It is going to be disastrous beyond words."

"We have been taught how catastrophe can be averted. America has not been willing to pay the price and because of this we are entering the war full fledged because we are helping Britain "win the war" and because we are exercising military preparedness on a vast scale." Mr. Page also stated that it will probably not be long until the announcement will be made that we are in war.

"In the depth of our need there are powers available on a higher plane; therefore, we must pay attention to religion We should practice alternation with the physical and the spiritual. There are seven ways of praying to practice the presence of God: adoration, thanksgiving, confession, commitment, petition, communion, and social action. Your accomplishments and attitudes will be determined by your past relationships. Anyone who practices with God will be helped to meet situations squarely." 

May 14, 1941: Incomprehensible Indifference and Ignorance

Letter from Opa to Gisela

Translation:

McPherson, 14 May 1941
Dear Gis, 
You can hardly know how thankful I was when I discovered your long-hoped-for letter today.  From a letter from your mother I had some idea of the struggle you were going through, but I didn’t know that it was that hard and that long-lasting. But I would have never doubted that you would get through it; anyone who knows you even a little knows that and believes in you. You’re right, life is completely different than youthful, idealistic dreams would have it, but that makes it even more beautiful to emerge victorious from temptations and dangers. Often that’s not possible, but as long as the will is present and the way, even if it’s slow, leads forward, a person remains victorious and so it should be. I think you’ve done well to want to find the way for yourself, and the fact that you were able to says a lot. I can imagine how hard it has been for you, since your surroundings and problems were worse and bigger than they are for most people.
I’m thankful to you that you want to share all this with me now; believe me, I’ve thought about you a lot these past months and wondered what you were doing and how you were dealing with your problems. It must be unspeakably hard to remain an idealist in your situation; I can imagine how useless and senseless it must sometimes seem. But there is always a great hope when a person can hold out and look to the future. A few weeks ago Kirby Page was on campus. You’ve surely heard of him. It’s been a long time since anyone has made an impression on me like he did. He did give the pessimistic picture of today’s world for today’s youth that I’ve already seen; but when you saw the enormous strength and power of his character through his words, you realized how he was strong and hopeful despite all these things. If we can reach this goal, to be able to look forward despite the gruesome and discouraging facts and to hold on to hope, to stay or become solid and strong in our character, then even the worst times can’t do us in, but only serve to show us how big the “challenge” is that is given to us by the times. I know, however, that that’s a hard goal, and I for one am still far, far away from reaching it.  
Things have gone really well for me this year, substantially. I have nice friends here, my studies are great fun for me, and I can earn enough money on evenings and weekends to get by. At the moment I’m working in the college library, I’m an assistant to our Modern Languages professor, which means I have to grade all the assignments and fill in for him when he’s sick, which I don’t really like. Besides that I work two or three afternoons a week as well as Sunday evening—Sunday evenings there is no class in America—in City Park, cutting down trees, pulling weeds, planting, driving a truck, emptying trash cans or whatever else they give me to do. That takes a lot away from my study time, so I am somewhat anxious about the exams that are coming up in two weeks, but given that I definitely have to earn money, that doesn’t help.
In my personal life there are a lot of things here that I can’t quite get used to. Here you have to struggle against an incomprehensible indifference to world events. Even though the people here actually supposedly hold to these spiritually higher views, you find such an incomprehensible ignorance concerning political things that you’d think you lived on the moon. The newspapers are, naturally, full of political events, but the “students” don’t read anything other than the sports news and the funny papers, which every American newspaper prints in full color.
Then there’s the American slogan “Don’t take life too seriously, you’ll never get out of it alive.” That characterizes the majority of Americans pretty well. In the beginning I found that strongly contagious and did things without any hint of scruples and had friendships that beforehand I would have certainly turned away from. Do you remember one of the last Quaker Youth meetings that I attended, where Erich asked the question of whether it was possible to consciously descend into the world for a while, without actually falling, and then to come out of it renewed and strengthened? We had a long discussion about that at the time, and I know how strongly I spoke against it. But today I see that it is possible, and in many cases actually helps, since when a person has come out of it again it reduces temptation.   
An interesting thing is happening more and more now with my speech. I’m still far from perfect in American, but at the same time I’m gradually losing my German. You’ll be able to notice that somewhat in my letters, which sometimes sound “screwy”, but it’s especially bad when I have the opportunity to speak German again. Then I have to really think back to find the German expression, because the English one usually occurs to me first. If it keeps going on like that, I’ll come to the point where I can’t speak German properly anymore but also can’t yet properly speak English. What a prospect
Is there an opportunity for you to get a scholarship from the Quaker university in Earlham, Indiana, similar to the one that was offered to Anni? I think that would be great for you on all counts, even besides my selfish calculations that then we would be able to see each other again. If you’re interested, we just have to make it happen; where there’s a will there’s a way, and I know that the practical difficulties can be overcome. Write to me about it, please, maybe I can do something from here.  
I want to thank you once more for your letter, it meant a lot to me. Please write again soon, about your family, about the group, and especially about you yourself.
In heartfelt friendship,
Tom
Handwritten in margins: I will be here at college until the beginning of June, but I still don’t know where I will be this summer.  Write to me at the college address, it will be forwarded to me.
Do you have a good picture of yourself that you can send to me?

It is so good to hear Opa's voice again. I am sad that we don't have more of his voice as a German new to the United States. Here in this letter, he's been in Kansas for almost two years and still there is newness. I was reminded by Opa's reference to Gis' mother's letter and her letter, that Opa did not keep those letters. He kept his family letters and so important ones during his emigration process, but he didn't keep the letters from his friends. That's too bad. I would have liked to know just what was going on with Gisela and Anni, from their perspective. I wonder when Opa decided to get rid of those letters. 

It seems like Gisela hasn't written in a while and Opa is really glad she finally does. It sounds like things are really tough for Gisela and she needed to tell someone outside her circle. I imagine it was cathartic for her to write to someone who knew her and her family well, but wasn't also suffering the same pain. A lot of times we focus on getting people with similar struggles together as part of a support network of people who can understand your pain. However, I can see how Gisela might not want to open up about her pain with her siblings and friends who are going through the same thing. Everyone is likely grinning and bearing it, dealing with it without too much complaint so they can survive. Someone like Opa who is safe from the Nazis (relatively) might have the space to hold the pain. Gisela's sister, Anni, wrote a biographical pamphlet on the Quaker youth group, and in it she describes the Nazi interrogations that she and her family would have to endure in order to continue the work that they did at their center. I don't believe physical torture was involved, but it had to have been psychologically terrifying. Gisela was in England for a while but then went back home. I know her family was heavily involved in helping refugees the best they could, was Gisela involved with that? Or was something else going on?

How that must have been so hard for Opa to read, knowing his mother was still inside such a toxic place, knowing his friends did not enjoy the same kind of freedoms that he did, knowing there was very little he could do to help.

The one thing Opa could do was encourage hope. Opa's letter was full of hope- not naive - but stubborn hope that doesn't die no matter what it faces. He writes about hope after hearing from a speaker Kirby Page: 
If we can reach this goal, to be able to look forward despite the gruesome and discouraging facts and to hold on to hope, to stay or become solid and strong in our character, then even the worst times can't do us in, but only serve to show us how big the "challenge" is that is given to us by the times.
Hold on to hope. He talked about looking out to the future in hope. For Gisela, that hopeful future must have felt like a moving horizon, never within reach. 

Opa talks a little bit about himself, and in this letter we get details we never would have known. I now understand why Ella is constantly fussing at him not to work so hard. He is working at the library, as an assistant to a professor, and in the park on nights and weekends. I kind of laugh to think about Opa pulling weeds, planting, and other agricultural type things. I'd be surprised if he pulled one weed in his life in Berlin! The city boy sure is getting his country education. It makes you wonder how he got his school work done! He also was busy being a sort of ambassador from Europe to the American students. 

Opa's impression of Americans is so spot-on, I can't believe it's still as true today as it was then. It's our double-edged sword in our culture. We can afford to be optimistic and doe-eyed because many of us are unaffected by world events. And unfortunately, many of us are uninterested in world events. As a high school student, we had a portion of one of our history classes where we were assigned to bring in an article for the "current affairs" portion of the day. We had to bring in an article to discuss about something going on in the world that day. I shudder to think what our articles of choice were. I'm pretty sure most of them were local or pop-culture. Not that there is anything wrong with either of those, but I graduated not realizing that the Cold War was a direct response of the second world war. Opa's words are particularly sharp: 
Here you have to struggle against an incomprehensible indifference to world events. Even though the people here actually supposedly hold to these spiritually higher views, you find such an incomprehensible ignorance concerning political things that you’d think you lived on the moon. 
Ouch. Opa admits he fell into the trap a bit. I'm sure it felt good to be free and relaxed and not care for just a little bit. Of course he did not have the luxury to stay in that place, as his mother was writing him from home, begging him to find an affidavit, find a way for her to come. He says he learned from his quick dip into the world and is not as tempted to turn the blinders on. I bet a letter from Gisela reminds him of why he wants to keep caring, and not be indifferent.

Opa confesses that his German is starting to slip a bit, so that now he's sort of in no-man's land with his language. Not quite fluent in English, and not so comfortable anymore in his German. What an odd experience that must be!

Opa encourages Gisela to try to come to the States for school, gives her a pep talk, and asks for a picture. Gisela kept his letters. Over 70 years she kept them. Those little pep talks must have meant something to her.

In the meantime, particularly my American readers, let's not be incomprehensibly indifferent and ignorant, alright? I'm going to try to do better, learn more, be more informed. I'm going to try to figure out how to engage my children in the world- with its hopes and struggles.